You know who you are…

Do you remember
staying up talking
Staying after school
Joining choir
Joining theater
Practicing soccer
Going to Maine
Going to New York
Going to Massachusetts
Going to an escape room
Going to a trampoline park
Getting food together
Going to town library daily
Walking around town
Walking through the woods
Walking through grave yards
Comforting each other
Skipping class
Hanging out in the art room
Hanging out in the school library
All the relationships we’ve been through
The one act festival
The bus rides
Green up days
Placing our hands on the windows letting them get cold and pressing them to each other’s faces
The Jersey I bought you from your favorite team
The necklace I bought with your birthstone
The proms
Dancing with each other
The pictures we took together
The arguments we had
The conversations after saying “I can never stay mad at you”
Your headaches
My broken nose
My surgery
Your shin splints
The grange
The haunted house
The dinner and shows
Holmes for the holidays
Aladdin
The envirothon
The j-term
(Apparently) my proposal😂
The water balloon fight
The times you came to the complex
those fights you and your friends kept getting into
The Taylor swift concerts you guy put on
When I introduced you to set it off
And get scared
Remember the song la la lainey
When I got you with my best friend
The incident in 9th grade English class
The creative writing
Do you know how many years we’ve known each other?
15 years…
And we’re 19…
We grew up together…
It irritates me knowing that a misunderstanding was the downfall of our friendship…
It’s been eating at me since it happened
We’ve been with each other through thick and thin…
how could a misunderstanding like this do this
You know I’m not the best at explaining what I mean…
You’ve been there while we’ve talked to people from every culture…
You know my standing…
You know who I am…
how could this happen
I’ve been getting worse and worse since then
Crying myself to sleep…
Isolating myself
Or talking about you with others asking them what they think happened…
I’m trying to understand…
But I cant…
What the hell happened