I DON'T HATE: I AVOID

 I hate don't anyone its too much work
Too many people around me makes me go berserk
People don't really get my quirks
So I lurk
 
I avoid physical contact unless it pleases me completely
I try to live my life in peace - Discreetly
Living in worlds I created so neatly
Finding myself happy there concretely'
 
I can virtually be forward and I invade people's space
In real life I tend to keep my mouth shut and know my place
Like any female I like feeling sexy and I like wearing lace (alter ego)
But only those I let know me will see my true face
 
Being tough and protecting myself is a must
I let people way too close and believed in a thing called trust
Things that happened were very unjust
But that doesn't change the fact that I now have to live with disgust (my past)
 
I care too much and seldom expect the same
I think Id be happy even If someone just remembered my name
When no one knows your secrets there can be no shame
Its not the world I'm afraid off, Its myself I need to tame
 
Judge this book by her cover if that is what make you feel ok
My true self is precious and only if you open me I can display
Who I am truly the rest is just foreplay
I know what I bring to the table baby - Full Buffet
 
I don't hate
I just avoid
 
*LENE*