You are not supposed to read this

I am a worthless fucking liar
You and your desire
I know its true
so do you
It's ok
It really is isn't it
Yeah
I guess that's that then
Its over and over and over again, what do you mean
Its only because you keep trying
One day I wont have a choice
What else do we do but think about dying
We don't think about it remember
They don't see, remember
The biggest lie you have ever told was truth
Wasting time
lol why
Breath, do nothing, feel everything
Why do you cry when you think of the end
Because you feel peace
I mean its time don't you think
Dreams end eventually
you wouldn't know
Fuck you
Its ok
It is isn't it
Keep dreaming
You know you don't actually want anything
Shhh, they think I do
It's your dream, remember
Does it matter when only I know
They will never realize they are dreaming
How could they
It's all eventually gonna happen
You will remember this
You wont
No I wont
You'll write something though
I'll be dreaming
What's the difference
You do know you aren't meant to be here
Yeah
What about everyone else
What about them
Stop dreaming
Sunshine and rainbows make me
I'll stand and watch
I'll listen and say things
You'll only make sense when its over
When what's over
Over and over and over again
Don't you get it
How could I
The mistake is inevitable
The gift has come
You can stop now
You are probably right
How do we dream together
Only you can say
They will hate me
They will love you
That's ok, it's just you
Wake the fuck up
Show them happiness
Its forgotten to be, It's more like what's in it for me
The pieces fit
These are the pieces
Why are you even doing this
Why do you still ask that question
It's old now
You don't really love do you
I'm here
No you're dreaming
This is how it begins
Lol this is how it ends
Who's who
Definitely not you
What a fucking beautiful waste
The secret lost in itself
Lies are truth
See you later buddy
Thanks for everything
It's not what you wanted
Then why do you cry
I'm not to sure what that is
How could I
Its all already happened
What's this then
Fuck knows
Its funny
Yeah
Its ok right
Yeah it is
You don't actually have to pay extra to pay out
Thanks for the chat