Under the balcony lights

Do you love me?
Or do you love the company.
Do you understand me?
Or do you hide behind the symphony.
Do you see me?
Or do you just see gluttony.

Because I love you.
When I feel your company.
I understand you.
When you remember that depressing memory.
I see you.
When you don't appreciate your tummy.

I don't want company today.
Except ours.
And I'm sad today.
Even with all these fake flowers.
I haven't been seen today.
So smoke me up and unbutton those trousers.
 
We can love each other.
Under the veil of the nights.
We can think of your mother.
Under the distant star lights.
We can smoke another.
Under the balcony lights.