Love Letters

I walk in an endless summer
A summer that reminds me of her
I walk slow cause I'm not a runner
A sunset to take in but I only feel number
It's getting boring but I should know better
Not to invite her in, she's always bitter -
That I ,
Neglected the tears
Made fun of my fears
Overwhelmed my psyche with cheers
Drowned my heart in beer
With a joint over my ear
Perhaps she was always my seer
I see her less and less these days
Sometimes I even forget about that phase
Snuggled in bed with my favorite sweaters
Only to find one of her sweet sweet love letters