"survival"

        
       
       
    wow, I'm still here; I'm still here; a place where one's "worth" to others flip flop or will never be "clear"(not allowing this world to currupt or f up any "goodness" about you despite your "flaws"); baggage will always be there....        
       
       
    it's good to be alone; it's less weight to be bear; it's better you don't like/love me(and likewise); it's better you don't care....        
       
  it only adds more stress; more wear and tear(on both sides); that's why I push people away; that's why it's better that way....        
       
       
  maybe I'm "anti social"; perhaps that's ok; I'm just a "rebel" "on the run" that way; I don't know what else to say....      
     
"LIFE"(perception, projection etc), often gets in the way