Addicted to the pain

I’ve spent my days counting when I will lay  eyes on you again.  
 
We fight with our words & at times it goes deeper than the surface.  
 
Proving points is the objective but not the solution. Trying to fix something without know how to do so its exhausting.    
 
Negative vibes fill the air like clouds of smoke.  
 
Arguments back & forth hold no weight to each other. Yelling  to prove bravado proves nothing
 
We complain bout the flaws when we’re not seeing eye to eye. When it’s all good the flaws get  complemented for being  different.    
 
Tried to stay away so long I wound up missing the very pain the drove me away.  
 
            (You helped get me addicted)