Ready for battle baby

I keep my distance for it is my shield
The true me can never openly be revealed  
As I know the dangers that come consealed  
With opening up to much of my battleplan before I go afield  
  
Traitors and sadists roam freely unaware of what they are  
Sitting and watching how the war unfolds from afar  
With Judging eyes and cowardly words they become a sewage reservoir  
As sitting on the sidelines means you have no side-no scars  
   
I draw up my plan of action before any engagement is provoked  
Knowing the enemy can be anyone at any time - The traitor is cloaked  
Planning to collect secrets to expose the inner me and have me smoked  
Collecting wood for my demise - With words having the fires stoked  
   
Knowing when to retreat and When to attack is key  
Letting go of emotional possessions as the price of battle can never be me  
The force of my inner laws guiding me - yes!- The secret decree  
If it comes down to u and me - I will turn beastly  
   
I'll slit you're throat and watch you bleed    
Sit on your body and smoke my weed  
Sever your head yes do the deed  
Cook your body up for my dogs to feed  
   
I have a heart that desires  
Undeniably soft and warm as hellfire  
I just hate feeling dissected with no occupier  
To feel wanted, loved and appreciated is all I desire  
   
Never, As the Queen that I am, will I beg for what I deserve  
Having the patients to just sit and cleverly observe  
The traps that were laid for me in battle - The fucking nerve!  
   
To wipe you out is the only option  
Letting you in was wrong- you're a toxin  
A thief of oxygen and a waist of skin  
I'll drink your ashes- Is not a sin!