Tear myself open

My heart is in a twist in shambles
Memories constanly play in my head
I want to just reach out my hand for you
Be your comfort
Going through some hard times
Love i know its rough
To give your all
But to feel you are never enough
I know your hearts broken
Your words they hurt
Tear myself open
Feel the rejection again
She decided she didnt want you
Now you wanna open up
What i would have given to hear the words you say now back then
How i hate that your words still send a sensation to my heart
When my love for you nearly tore me apart
You were my bestfriend
I was the back burner for you
someone to turn to
when you felt lonely
Needed some good foreplay
I cant be that person for you today and for that i am sorry
But i will always love you unconditionally.