overload

  
 
    with humankind at large, one will always be held to some standard....an obligated duty to prove self worth to the others;    
   
   a never ending cycle act of redundancy; something's got to give; which rarely seems to be the case....  
   
  why single has a refreshing ring to it for some; why it's easy to accept dying young....because.... happiness is an ideal; it's an emotion that some rarely or don't truly feel(including self)  
   
  "she loves me; she loves me not....""they love me; they love me not...."  
   
  makes it easy to grow tired and go astray; to make "life" a pointless "game" one doesn't care to play....