wet cement

worn down, shattered and torn
this fragile mind is clouded

suppression is stirring up a heavy storm
deep inside of every emotion disregarded
 
traverse the way throughout the shade
this heavy rain that was caused by pain

benevolent soul consumed with pestilence
it’s evident i’ve completely lost all control

desolate
so desolate

i don’t know who i am
or which way to go

endless
exodus

i don’t have the strength to stand
exposed with nothing left to show

lament
this sediment

rebuilding structures
 that i never should of wrecked

now i
resent

everything
i used to proudly represent

losing my will
standing still

completely drenched
soaked with rain & sweat

i’m still here exactly where we left
but it’s way too late to start again

filling deeply with regret
completely sinking in wet cement