Love is the remedy

The truth is
Quite frankly
I hesitate to breathe I cant seem to understand this notion that some many perceive
Has me feelin depleted and beated it will continue to be seated
No way to eradicate the seed it will forever grow no matter how much the heart bleeds
A human solstice at the furthest point of reconnection headed towards inperfection
Naturally detached from the normal perception
Aquarius by birth commonly misunderstood
Separated from the herd in love with art of words twenty six letters that will forever make me feel better when I'm feeling under the weather
Can't seem to wrap my mind around the concept that brings us together
There has to be more to life than going to school to become an educated fool something more than the pursuit of dead presidents to be considered a strong presence among the materialistic
Is it worth it staying optimistic at times I seem to lose sight of whats truly right
At times its easier to walk through the night than towards the light
A dying flashlight with brief moments of insight that shows up when I write
Flickering on and off with no consistency from what many seem to preach love is the remedy the answer to this winning cancer because all of us are infected killing us slowly till we cease to be just like the rest I'm seeking this remedy thats not easily achieved plenty will deceive to get their fix others will go with the mix to get their dosage while others will wait for a lasting prescription to permanently deal with the infliction
In its pursuit plenty will crash and burn
Many lessons will be learned
The hunger might be slightly diminished but it will never be truly relinquished for the hopeless seekers like me its an indefinite equation with years of contemplation I still havent figured it out it will forever be surrounded by thoughts of doubt