Lucid

without the words to explain what has become my akeleas heal

severed and ravaling up my leg

taking aim at nothing

walking blind

to dead to notice what is just within my reach

blacking out from the devistation riddeling my sub conchouse

crippling

im so unawair

bracing for the sudden stop that is soon to follow the falling

this atroshouse day unending

trying to be what is only killing me slowly

unable to see what is right here in front of me

living for tomorow

left with nothing

eating away at the human part of me

becoming my disease

heartless and caloused

deep into my soul it punctures

feel it coursing through my viens

cruel hands choking  me to death

shattering the pieces already broken lying on the floor

submurged beneath the tears pouring out like a flood

holding you down here with me

misery loves compony and i have shed my wings

cursed to walk across this barren desert

shielding my face from the blowing ash and passing embers

spilling from the world we have engulfed

set ablaze to inflict just a toutch of this distastefull feeling plauging me

seeping down to the bone

lonlyness is toxic

sucks you dry leaves you hollow

evil eyes cut lke knives

dragging down skin

blacking out from the rage

spitting venom in every word uttered from my lips

this is pure devistation and its taking my last breath
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