bug

          
         
    when the slightest thing can trigger, and it lingers in one's mind; and although one's slate has never reached a point one has to die....          
         
  but enough to feel another's heart as if it was one's own; how one's anxious heart resonates with  a dealt that's heavy blown....          
         
it "enlightens" and discourages each step one further takes; it's like sitting on a pier while one self evaluates....          
         
while one also contemplates; honestly about one's fate....          
taking a moment to let truth settle for one's sake....          
         
all one's personal life focus was legitimately "escape".... because "life's truth" is hard to take, and it cuts just like a blade....          
         
there's no true way to play safe; landmines often tests one's "faith"....          
         
as one tries not to complain, or "catch a case" before "too late"....