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Fifty-Fifty

There are no words that hurt more than, "I don't love you anymore"
"I don't want you, I don't need you," as she slams the door
And that door slam, that's the knife in the back
It's felt to your core,Your spirit's under attack

Fucking calls are being screen, with family running interference
Those bitches never liked me, so they don't mine running interference
They know that the only reason I fuck with them is because of you
If it wasn't for you, Boo, I'ld tell them all "fuck you"

But you, you're my Boo soothing a savage beast
Pressure pent up with no way to release
But you Baby Girl takes me to my limits
Simply by whispering in my ear helps me to exceed my limits

Everything you said you needed I tried to be
You said that you needed eyes, well baby now you can see
I'm the one now stumbling around in the dark
And I can't stop thinking that someone else is enjoying your spark

My mind, Baby Girl, has became all fucking twisted
How can a heart this heavy be lost, and you not miss it
Thoughts keep entering my mind, but my heart wont allow me to risk it
Your family's giving me their ass, and telling me to kiss it

How could a force like love ever be created
Before I met you, love and me never related
My past isn't a blur, I saw people for what they were
I wasn't thinking of placing one into the chamber to erase the hurt

Boo life isn't worth living, without you this shit's no fun
Am I wrong to squeeze this trigger and get the job done
Without you baby no one's gonna miss me
And staring at this mirror I'll only be harm me
I_IS_ME
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