And Then

Do you  
Imagine
sometimes  
your
past life
and then
you wake up
Here
in this place
that you allowed
to grow
Addicted
to other people's  
Judgements  
Opinions
Things
that you should do
Their festering need
for you to belong
On their terms
eager to please
As you try to hold on
to that
Distant  Memory
of being Happy
with yourself  
of learning
by traveling
advancing
Outside  
 
Your Comfort Zone
 
Do you  
Imagine
sometimes  
your life
on those cold
rainy days
and then
you wake up
Here
 
in This  
 
Space