Frustration of love

I was not a bad guy
To you I did never lie.
I just wanted to make you happy.
For that I gave my best try.

Was trying to be good.
But you clearly misunderstood.
Was just trying to impress you
Like in the film of bollywood.

I was always very clear
I always loved you my dear
But today you are not my around
My hands are trembling with fear.

Sometimes you were rude.
Depending upon your mood.
My love for you was pure.
But you very wrongly viewed.

Loved you, but you never believed.
Always spoke truth, never deceived.
No matter how much I tried to be good.
You always, very wrongly conceived

Was just trying, to be your friend.
Never have done anything to offend.
My intention was never wrong.
With you just wanted to blend.

Tired but not able to sleep.
My love for you is very deep.
Just disapointed that you thought.
As a person I was very cheap.

My heart always ache
Apologies I am trying to make
Just forgive me one time please.
i am really sorry for my mistake.

I am today very much sad.
I think I am going to get mad
Couldn't do anything special
That could make you feel glad.

One thing I will tell you in brief.
If you forgive me I will get relief.
Just tell me I am not a loser.
Then gone will be all my grief.