that day

 
the day my heart did break  
the day of heart ache  
what did she just say
did she mean it that way  
my love for you is as deep as the sea
you didn't love me the same way
then what persuaded you today
to say  
I loved you then not like you did  
I have heard this before  
why did you say not the same way
what did you mean, I want to scream
but that wouldn't be manly  
you kissed me like a lust filled heart
then what persuaded you today
to say
I loved how you made love  
better than the ones before
I just didn't want you to think  
that I was easy or a whore
you deserved a lady  
that's what persuaded me  
to not act on those feeling  
to say  
I wanted to fuck you that very first day
I wanted you like no man every before
not that there was that many before
it was me that wanted to scream  
there no need to persuade me  
let me fuck you indeed
to say  
I did love you like you loved me  
my heart and body did ache
every time I made you angry  
because I was being  straight laced
my pussy is yours come take me