Smells

Eucalyptus and ocean
Spin my mind
Breathe it forever
Doors slide open
Hold it in
Don’t give in
Hard not to lose it
Unwashed bodies
Piss
Shit
God knows what else
You’ll get used to it
Never want to get used to it
Hold your breath
Can’t hold it forever
I can try
Breathe it in slowly
Stinks
Run outside
Eucalyptus and ocean
Try again
As bad as before
Maybe worse
Will it ever get better?
Never