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I Will Never Understand

I will never understand
Why you willingly put that into your body
You tell me you want to stop
And I see you are making some steps
Yes, I get its an addiction
Yes, I know itís hard
But this is hard on me too
Iíve spent my whole life never associating
With people who do that type of stuff
The mental conflict in my head is hard to hide
You say it helps relax you
But there are millions of other things you could be doing
I care so much for you that I look past this
But I feel like you donít see what it does to me
It makes me feel like I am not good enough
Like you donít care enough to try and stop
Like I am not worth quitting for
I know from personal experience what addiction feels like
I know itís not an easy path
But I donít think you really want to stop
I hope this doesnít come across as a judgement
Because I know what you are going through
But I hate seeing another person I love go through this
I hate being another bystander
And I donít want you to go down the same path
That nearly killed someone else that I love
marina2020
Written by marina2020 (Rain Woman)
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