Morning kisses

How do I say this when I'm mourning , how can I be positive and say I'm not the same anymore.

The girl you want or long for has gone , I don't know where.

But she is scared , silent and exhausted.

I'm pretty sure she's kinda dead or dying , I can't get words out of her.

Trust me I've been trying , for you , for myself.

Yet something is missing and I am gone.

Something has travelled , dissapered , took her bag packed and gone.

One to many missed stops or one to many wrong turns on the way.

Always has issues with direction , I liked to climb trees , scope the area of how big it all seemed.

On top of the world with eagle eyes , like a bird in the sky.

Elevating so high , yet I feel something has died , flown from view.

The sky becomes the floor , the trees start to slow.

My whole existence becomes like a snow globe , the world Is shaking and I have no where to go.

Just trapped here , on this globe.

This world , spinning along with the clue where I'm spinning of to.

Always knew adventures and things to learn.

So much culture , love , religion , science , technology, it's all so amazing really.

Especially the ocean and all our amazing essences , gold , woof , gravel , stones , shells , it's amazing.

Really is a golden globe , the sun shines out us for a reason I guess , to help us grow to find our quest.

Guess this is growing , letting go but holding onto so much more.

Goodbye, adue , nice to meet you X X X