Nodding off the Ha'Penny Bridge

Exeperience is always on offer. Good and bad. Once would never be enough for me. I'd go straight into my vein so I could go to sleep for a little long while.


Romanticising in my lonely space as I just say fuck it to the world. Goodbye to everything and everyone I've ever loved before


Id be nodding off on the Ha'penny Bridge with a coffee cup. Saving all my change for a pick me up. Delegating my time. Searching for the first time feeling.


Miss Liffey waits in silence while my reflection screams at all these distorted faces. Are they just ghosts from my dream?


I cannot sleep with this burning fire inside. Feeling so sick. Please just a little more. Hold on tight the monster will arrive tonight.  


I've had glimpses of their pain inside. Fortunately, for me it's a different kind. All in all we struggle together. United we fall. Picking up the pieces to  our demise.


And I? I'd be in one. Making love to the sun
Melting the pastel colours of heaven
And laughing at all the glowing auros
Humming run run run run.
Tip toeing past vacant orchards , the crumbling rock walls and desecrated graves.