Couple Pills

I'm just a coke sniffing addict with a pain pill habit
Over the years my life's turned tragic
Waking up in cold sweats from the nightmares I'm having
Will I survive through the madness to see the sun rise?
That's an unanswered question, I'm petrified
I see karma around the corner and death's in her eyes
The truths gone and nothing's left but lies
 This pains hard to describe but it feels like demons
The root of all evil, it's fueled by money
The man in the mirror is a motherfucking junkie
At least I can admit it, I'm addicted to some dumb shit
No one else to blame, I'm ashamed of things I done did
Only one bitch and that's the devil in a blue dress
Burdened by the stress and the artificial love
Don't nobody really fuck with me
I let you down and drug you through the mud with me
Constantly geeked cause I'm afraid to go to sleep
Jesus, if I end up deceased this evening may I rot in peace
Two tenths and two lines, I'm on that bullshit again
A couple pills and a full clip, I'm back at it
Still love both my ex old ladies but I will never trust 'em
Still see flashbacks of the day they both gave my pussy to another motherfer
Guess I just gotta suck it up and keep trucking  
But due to the drugs right now I really don't feel nothing
 Broken down and disgusted,  she won't ever change
I ain't fighting over a female, I charge it to the game
Plenty pills in my veins, I'm fucking living like I'm dying
I snort another line to get you off my mind