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Eviscirating Mental Illness

" A dark uncoiling of something too awful to describe starts in my lower abdomen. "  K. L. Slater

Eviscirating what is inside
Humiliating with disrespect at its core
Numbness holding me down
Physical pain only a brief distraction

Dispondent and discarded
Fear of abandonment transforming into a
Cannibalistic monster intent on self destruction

Instability in a prayer of individual violence
Targeting the mind
A perfect fit for invisible hostilities
Camouflaged into delusions

Disturbed justice a threat
Sheilded with heinous mindsets
Beginning death at the core
Psychosomatic reactions to daily terror

Sanity rocking into existence and out of existence
Eviscirating the horror trapped inside
Heart breaking on repeat
Numbness a tragic reality

Fighting to connect
Slowly... Too slowly releasing self isolation
Loving myself enough to attempt such a life
Jadedembers
Written by Jadedembers (Starving demons)
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