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Eviscerating Mental Illness
" A dark uncoiling of something too awful to describe starts in my lower abdomen. " K. L. Slater
Eviscerating what is inside
Humiliating with disrespect at its core
Numbness holding me down
Physical pain only a brief distraction
Dispondent and discarded
Fear of abandonment transforming into a
Cannibalistic monster intent on self destruction
Instability in a prayer of individual violence
Targeting the mind
A perfect fit for invisible hostilities
Camouflaged into delusions
Disturbed justice a threat
Sheilded with heinous mindsets
Beginning death at the core
Psychosomatic reactions to daily terror
Sanity rocking into existence and out of existence
Eviscerating the horror trapped inside
Heart breaking on repeat
Numbness a tragic reality
Fighting to connect
Slowly... Too slowly releasing self isolation
Loving myself enough to attempt such a life
Eviscerating what is inside
Humiliating with disrespect at its core
Numbness holding me down
Physical pain only a brief distraction
Dispondent and discarded
Fear of abandonment transforming into a
Cannibalistic monster intent on self destruction
Instability in a prayer of individual violence
Targeting the mind
A perfect fit for invisible hostilities
Camouflaged into delusions
Disturbed justice a threat
Sheilded with heinous mindsets
Beginning death at the core
Psychosomatic reactions to daily terror
Sanity rocking into existence and out of existence
Eviscerating the horror trapped inside
Heart breaking on repeat
Numbness a tragic reality
Fighting to connect
Slowly... Too slowly releasing self isolation
Loving myself enough to attempt such a life
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