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How do I fix this?
You did it before
Will you do it again?
This doubt inside me,
It never ends.
So many questions
My mind keeps going.
Can I just be happy,
And embrace your loving?
The stories, the lies,
They cut deep.
Can I get past this?
Past the grudges I keep?
You've grown so much,
This I do know.
If you can do it,
Why am I stuck in this hole?
This hole in my reality,
It will end it all.
I need help,
But who do I call?
I trusted you,
I gave you everything.
I don't understand,
And I'm stuck here wondering.
Filled with problems and pain,
How do I fix this?
I know I'm a mess,
But I can admit this.
Hopefully, one day soon,
And not too late,
I can move on from this,
And move on from that date.
It's been a year,
And it still invades my mind.
Was I not good enough?
Did you have to cross that line?
I never wanted anything
More than you then,
Now what I want,
Is to trust you again.
A future with you
It's so very worth it.
To let go of these demons,
And all of this bullshit.
Just know that I love you
And I'll never stop trying.
I really do need you.
Please don't think that I'm lying.
Will you do it again?
This doubt inside me,
It never ends.
So many questions
My mind keeps going.
Can I just be happy,
And embrace your loving?
The stories, the lies,
They cut deep.
Can I get past this?
Past the grudges I keep?
You've grown so much,
This I do know.
If you can do it,
Why am I stuck in this hole?
This hole in my reality,
It will end it all.
I need help,
But who do I call?
I trusted you,
I gave you everything.
I don't understand,
And I'm stuck here wondering.
Filled with problems and pain,
How do I fix this?
I know I'm a mess,
But I can admit this.
Hopefully, one day soon,
And not too late,
I can move on from this,
And move on from that date.
It's been a year,
And it still invades my mind.
Was I not good enough?
Did you have to cross that line?
I never wanted anything
More than you then,
Now what I want,
Is to trust you again.
A future with you
It's so very worth it.
To let go of these demons,
And all of this bullshit.
Just know that I love you
And I'll never stop trying.
I really do need you.
Please don't think that I'm lying.
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