The Problem With Leaving

I'm really unhappy with the big stuff
And the little stuff has earned my hatred
So there isn't a lot of room in my heart
For love
I don't much care for you right now either
But don't let that hurt your feelings
Because I save the most contempt
For myself
I might have to live here right now
But I get to choose for how long
And every time I look around I realize
That that time may by drawing to a close
There's one big problem with leaving though
And it's hard to overlook
No matter where I run to
There I am