the ledge & the one who sees you....

      
       
       
    timing is everything.... especially for those whoms heart and mind are critically in the balance....      
       
     all is not lost until all is lost; hanging on for dear life with thoughts contemplating if living's actually worth the cost....      
       
  everyone's not fueled the same; everyone does not view this experience as the "same game"....      
       
the lack there of or absence of face to face interaction; compassion; the ledge and the one who "sees you" there.... before the "jump" happens (figurtively speaking....)      
       
  hugs you from behind, and says, "hey hey; stop stop you're not alone...." "as you both let the tears flow....      
       
 the truth is, they wanted someone to stop them; to reassure them; but....the truth is....what could a person possibly say to sway the direction of those strong stormy winds that day....      
       
known as      
       
failure....fustration....dissapointment....disconnection....hopelessnes....pain.... numbness....      
       
wanting it to end; feeling one's "beyond saving"; and without the name of "Jesus" being mentioned....because the truth is....      
       
 that's not "real"      
 and that ain't it....