THE FIRST FLIGHT (THOUGHT # 1)

THE FIRST FLIGHT (THOUGHT # 1)

I didn't want a helicopter ride
I want to build them, not to ride within
---watching the sky fly by so swiftly---
outside the door on the left
so sleek and swift-----and soft clouds swept by-----
-----motionless---
....i. just wanted to lay down....
.....in the grass over there....
....for a while....
.....forever.....

I don't think that I can work today
here on opening day..................
I just need to rest.........

Brocken back and blood covering my face
and smothering sutures of disgrace

JUST

FLY

AWAY

I've developed a new terrifying
fear of heights

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"We don't see many like you in here taking X-RAYS outside of a wheelchair"
.......LET'S JUST.......
"W@ell fuck you! Let's just fucking fight!!!
THIS WAS MY FIRST FLIGHT::::::::::::::::::::::::

BACK TO THE ER

She walked up to me in a white coat
"Have they given you anything?"
"What do you Mean?"
"A shot?"
"nobody has given me a GODDAMM thing....................
I've been waiting in the ER for 10 ----------

pretty lips pursed in pretty perfected perfection
"Let me get you something."
She returned with a seductive sting....

"So what is that?, I asked."
"Oh. it's morphine."
A grin invaded my face
"Thank you my beautiful sweet Angel  llll  gel
The banister was gone.....
I thought of her in darkness...
ass I  gazed at the Da----      --     ------------

JUST  

FLY

AWAY

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