Perceptions

Do you know as you grow
under my skin
as you smile
with your eyes
and your heart
can you feel
my pain

Redeploying
all my fears and shadows
in my
garden of shame
trying to change
all my
hidden perceptions

It cometh once
So
cometh the pain
the cold rainy days
the shame

Feeling
a little envious
of those
who have found
what they claim
Balance
In their life's

So I sit
in my
hidden garden
trying to change
this place
my life
gathering what is left
of my sanity
my dream of feeling
a balance
with you

So I sit
amongst my perceptions
and put the blame on me
for being lost
in fear and confusion
for my mind and my heart
my
loneliness
All Agree

Without You
there is

No me