Maybe I'll Be Honest

To be honest
I’m going to have to lie
To be loving
I’m going to say goodbye
You only know the half of me
The other half won’t make us full
I wanna be honest
But it would be too cruel

Or is it better to pretend
We're best friends
And all my flaws
Are what you love
Or is better to ignore
The things you can’t ignore
And pretend it’s love

I left you all my secrets
Inside my screams and shouts
I left you with all my bruises
Still you won’t get out
Come pretend with me
The better half of me
Maybe I’ll be honest
And just lie
Until you say goodbye
Maybe I’ll be honest