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Virtual presence

He can't see what's right in front of him always fearing the worst is yet to come          
He knows, he really does know                  
that all that glitters isn't gold.                          
His struggle, Her pain.  
 
Across big blue on the other side of the planet she's wearing her new dress  
sitting alone she stares at her computer screen lost in all that is estranged.    
   
She sees his deep-set dark brown eyes bearing down on her and mind fucks him for awhile, smiling to herself she plays with her pony tails laced in pink satin ribbons, she adores him, he doesn't believe.                          
                         
She doesn't understand the love of a good man, but knows together they are a bright rainbow that shines even at night, and when apart they are sunshine and rain.                          
                         
Her heart is racing as she opens a drawer    
in her computer desk taking a box of and crayons then closes the drawer and sits in her window seat.    
   
Taking only red and blue out of the box she writes in circles (((  J & J ))) and dates it,              
00/00/0000                          
                         
A crescent moon is begging her to look
she does then starts to dream. Before the sunrise and after twilight she will remind him again;  Just because it works doesn't mean it ain't broken, and just because you can't see it doesn't mean It's not there...                          
                         
In his room far away from all that he truly loves  He doesn't get to taste the
*Apple pie* He doesn't get to hold her hand              
     
Bitter and suspicious he does what he will, never knowing the love of a good woman and takes a whore into his bed.              
             
She closes her pc screen as tears roll              
down her cheek, he cannot trust her  
he doesn't know how...                          
                         
                         
                         
 
Written by Zazzles (Broomie)
Published | Edited 7th Aug 2022
Author's Note
This is about the pains and insecurities of internet affairs and how they can be as painful as in person crushes, love and so on... in this piece the woman loves what she believes is love, in the moment, never knowing love first hand, thus believing in love unconditionally and what that entails therein...
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