I'd rather lie fast when I'm tryna find cash cause the pain from my past is catching up fast
They say the rain will never last, fingers crossed in case I crash
Maybe I'm an asshole and stubborn but bashful
My green eyes is bloodshot, been burned but look past it
Hurt and broken hearted now I'm so far from laughing
The story of my scars tell a beautiful disaster
It's bad that I hate waking up and no one knows the half of it
Sometimes it feels like I'm walking with one foot off in my casket
Ruined by my misery and still running from my past
Ain't nobody feeling me, I'm living off my last
Numb to all the dumb shit, riding till my life ends
My surroundings made me violent, side effects of how my life is
Surrounded by sirens but driven insane by silence
A smile doesn't exist so is life really worth living?
Depending on prescriptions paranoid clutching my pistol
Running parallel with karma while death waits around the corner
Priorities out of order, we've been set up just to fail
It's easy to see I'm slipping so now only time will tell
I hate the way I'm living cause my life's a living hell
Praying that I make it home and don't end up dead or in jail
Tell me who's the man in my mirror cause I don't know that person
It's so hard to stay strong when you've been told you're worthless
But I promise your not alone, honestly nobody's perfect
Wishing God would call me home so someone please close the curtains
I'm no longer happy here, tell me what the fucks my purpose
Falling apart cause I'm cursed, tryna kill these feelings first
To be real I do deserve it, no need to wonder why I'm worthless
I'm hoping to the hurt so I continue crushing tenths
Drifting off in the distance, painful memories so vivid
Every time I do a line I end up with more resentment
On another guilt trip, I'm in love with my addiction
My insomnia keeps me up so usually I'm wide awake
Burdened by my bad luck, I don't look forward to better days
Written by BLAZE256 (Tristan LeCroy)
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