My silent screams

I feel so lost and all alone
Walking through this hard, cold world
Overwhelmed with sadness  
Always reaching for something I can never have
Why do I do this
Why am I here
When will it all become clear
I’m drowning and don’t know how to save myself
I want to scream, cry, and shout
But there’s no one left to hear it
Today I give into the sadness
Maybe tomorrow I’ll find some relief
God I hope so