SHE

 
 
If  
indeed,  
she could be  
anywhere at all,  
where could it be that  
she might happen to be?
 
I'm  
 oftimes told,  
she's in a "better place".  
I'm often told she's blissfully  
frolicing with Jesus and the Angels,  
with naught a possible care in the world.  
 
I  
cannot,  
("for the life of me"),  
believe that any of that  
can possibly be True in any  
proverbial way, shape or form.  
I guess I might be woefully in error,  
but i'm just not made that way.  Tough luck  
for my unblessed makings, one might say.  
 
"Good  
grief, Charlie  
Brown. Just get  
yourself together  
and get on with it, pal".  
 
Well,  
thanks,  
dear Lucy,  
but I doubt I'll  
ever get together  
again. I wish I could,  
But am pretty sure i can't.  
It seems futile to even try.