worth while encounters from afar

  
 
   
   no one is "perfect" but when someone obviously displays an aura about them;    
   
that person (in a good way) effortlessly grabs your attention; without a single word spoken;  
   
gifted; a pleasure to witness their talent/glow from a distance;  
   
you can tell it's not conceited, but very genuine....  
   
it's like having that "best friend" that always knew  how to make you smile no matter how "messed up" or "off" you were feeling....  
   
a flare; but enough to bear;  
on the edge of your chair; fascinatined by an energy felt rare.... momentarily reawakening a past time you sat down for years....  
   
a reminder/reassurance that life isn't all bad....at least for those few moments....

I've accepted that I'm too "toxic" to come and for too long stay near; due to things such as lack of "self esteem" and proneness to despair....

but from afar one acknowledges the "beauty" of eye sight and the ability to hear....