Evanescing

I've seen it all before, from the Earth to the Moon and from the Moon to Mars
I've seen myriad distant solar systems and galaxies, with collapsing stars
And I've seen nothing, nothing but what they've wanted me to see
And I've believed what they've told me and I think you'd agree
Maybe I've heard it all before, for I know what they said
Maybe it's just their voices, that I heard in my head
It's all in my cranium, I'm repelling the attacks
It's melting my mind, it's dripping like wax
I can't focus forward, it's all just before
I feel it fading, there isn't any more
Now is not and time's not meant
Now's a dark not heaven sent
I am trace without material
I am lost, I am ethereal
And I am regressing
And 'now' I am...
Evanescing