DRUGS

My hearts colder than Michigan, frozen like the winter wind
My addiction is a prison that I'm living in
Lord tell me if you're listening, I need you right now
I'm crying out loud Lord, dying in my sins
Suicide I've attempted it but I couldn't finish it
Just look at my son; he's so innocent
So in a sense it gets hard just to face it like I gotta be high just to embrace it
I'm a piece of shit, scum of the earth
Can't function when fucking stomach hurts
I'm worthless, not at all a good person but my son's perfect so please don't hurt him
Tell me who can you trust when everybody's fake
Got holes in my heart from love that I chose to replace with the drugs
I try to stay away from the artificial love but I make mistakes
Truth be told I can't stay away from drugs
I got a hundred holes in my heart that I chose to replace with the green and the bars
I'm one with the moon and the stars when I'm on the moons and the stars
Paranoid with my pistol I'm against all odds
Dear god I know I'm guilty, riding around filthy dirty Pocket full of pills and my pistol, I'm nervous
Peeping out my curtains hurting, dying inside from my burdens
Will my problems surface, I'll never know for certain
All these motherfuckers clowns and my life ain't a circus
I'm worthless not at all a good person but my son's perfect so please don't hurt him