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Never ending

There are some nights where i fear the pain of mourning you will be too much for me,
As if my heart will stop pumping and cry out no more, and the rest of my body will follow.
The pain of losing you could amount to at least a thousand deaths, and even then,
I fear that the feelings of my lungs breaking inside my chest will never end.

I feel as if I am suffocating on my own air, like I too, will soon cease to exist.
When you left the earth your soul clung to mine and took a piece of me with you,
And now I feel as if I am just as dead, longing for someone who will never be again.
Sometimes I feel as if the weight of the grief you have left for me is killing us both.

There are some days when all I can do is cry, because all i feel is the loss of you,
And there are times when I feel okay, and then it hits me all over again.
You are gone, never to return, and yet I will miss you until the sun swallows the earth.
Because you were my one true best friend, and it feels as if I am just as dead.