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Daddy Issues

This is no horror script or terror warning but real action commonly seen.
There's an outbreak of poisoned dead beats ravaging the queens planting unwanted seeds.
Blossoming blooms of inglorious habits the mind succumbs suffering dehydration from wanting.
Constantly in thirst for fulfillment all drained dry from why don't you love me.
Not to say the least good fathers are present and gaining ground rapidly.
Righteously seeing unfatherly as being sinful selfish irresponsible weak ending badly.
So lucky for me pops wasn't so bad just the everyday not perfect.
Always there for when it counted kept visitation a steady surface.
Even though let downs didn't spare me just when you think you got it bad there's someone worse.
In certain cases to the point of a psychological breakdown making moods diverse.
Got me feeling guilty for soaking in my silly grief while he and she only see absence in a man and sperm donor.
Mr rolling stone doing him all alone except when in need of a boner.
As inglorious habits enter the mind and it succumbs to dehydration of longing.
There cry for closure is tearful painful filled with why don't you want me.
To re consumption of growth time maturation experience healing and finally moving on.
Visit the past just to repair that relax sate of being so the present doesn't storm.
Captivating every single moment that disappointment let one down.
Gaining inner strength in mind body and soul erasing that mental frown.
But for the little girl where my daddy at resides in the memory.
For the woman need is replaced by attention and to sheen gleam and glow the scenery.
Bewitched under the spell of a fairy tale padre and imagination developed from a life of wondering.
Then grow to not care about the fantasy reality covers raw emotion constantly smothering.
Longs for the day to get that incomplete section filled or healed one way or another.
Cause life goes on with or without sister to brother.
A generation of manhood stripped away as the new breed try to undo the damage.
Making sure mistakes ways decisions and lack of responsibility don't hit a repeat if we can manage.
A parent is the most important being in a child's life not to be hurt mistreated or misused.
Therefore sons won't grow up to sound and women experience life of real men in part eliminating daddy issues.
By Kolin E.
Written by kolikole (kolin edwards)
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