Spiraling into sadness

Someone asked me if I would ever fight for them, if I would do whatever it took to keep them next to me, if I would be jealous or angry at someone who tried to make a move on them.
The question puzzled me for a moment and I realized.. that I wouldnít ever feel that way towards them.
I donít have those feeling in me, at least not for them.
Then It hit me like a ton of bricks.
 why it is that you can bring out the fire in my otherwise bland and mundane heart?
Why is it when I see you with someone, that it hurts, like my soul has been ripped out of my cheast?
Why canít I let you go?
Why is it that my heart and body reject the idea of you leaving me behind, even though I know you deserve better.

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