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Despair(working title)

Plagued with thoughts of ending it all, I sit with my back against the wall.
With head buried deep between my arms, I start to wonder where did it all go wrong.

Before today, I remember how life was much better. When smiles and laughter filled the air, never revealing this crippling despair and how I just wish it would all just go away.

The lies...

the fake love...

the false hope...

Just make it all disappear with a snap of a finger. Instead of letting this depression and self loathing linger.

Take everything back and erase this ending to start anew.
With a life full of love and a promising beginning, to show that I learned from the mistakes that I went through.

But thatís just wishful thinking, since Iím still sitting here back to wall, head in arms, riddled with thoughts on how to make it all go dark.
ManorMyth
Written by ManorMyth (Man_Or_Myth)
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