Despair(working title)

Plagued with thoughts of ending it all, I sit with my back against the wall.
With head buried deep between my arms, I start to wonder where did it all go wrong.

Before today, I remember how life was much better. When smiles and laughter filled the air, never revealing this crippling despair and how I just wish it would all just go away.

The lies...

the fake love...

the false hope...

Just make it all disappear with a snap of a finger. Instead of letting this depression and self loathing linger.

Take everything back and erase this ending to start anew.
With a life full of love and a promising beginning, to show that I learned from the mistakes that I went through.

But that’s just wishful thinking, since I’m still sitting here back to wall, head in arms, riddled with thoughts on how to make it all go dark.