Mixed Feelings

kneeling
legs spread
blindfolded
hands restrained behind back

helpless

rope painfully tight between legs
clamps compressing tender tissues
pain moving from one region to another

ebbing and flowing never fully abating
escalating incrementally
approaching point of in tolerability


wanting/not-wanting to use that word
idea of safe-word now prominent

‘open your mouth’

surprised you comply without thought

on your tongue
something warm and succulent placed
sweet salty spicy bitter melting over tastebuds
exquisite fragrant joyous

for a moment pain forgotten
replaced by sublime pleasure

momentarily flavor fades becoming a memory

pain intrudes
exacerbates becomes prominent
overwhelming enveloping almost unbearable

‘legs wider’

immediate response compliant

humming bee-like sound followed
by waves of unbelievable sexual pleasure
clit and cunt vibrating nearing point of explosion

silence stimulation
stopped just short of completion

pain sets in unbearable escalating
ebbing and flowing

mind and spirit wanting an end

yearning
to endure
whatever comes next

© 2021 Raibeart Bruis