They All Fall Down

I guess it's not enough that there are people dying all over the world
Now I get to watch my family fall apart
And make threats to each other
As though there is some replacement for the ones that we're supposed to be loving.
I'm sick at heart
And sick in body
And I find myself wishing that I could just die
To avoid anymore heartache
It's like living in hell
Within and without
Watch them all fall down
And see who's left when it's all over
Madness rules
And my own madness is making a pretty good case for itself
My body is failing and bringing me nothing but pain
Somehow bringing strength to the mad thoughts in my own mad mind
I don't want to be a witness
I don't want any of it at all
I'm just tired
And time marches on
Tick tock