Bleeding for You

I wish I could rip out my heart
Just so it can stop feeling anything
I really feel uncomfortable
With how I feel for you
Because I was pretty sure
That my heart has become closed off

Yet here I am
I feel like my heart is beating
A little to fast
I feel like I'm getting attached

I hate that you are consuming
My mind, you have all my thoughts
A part of me thinks I'm going crazy

Yet here I am
Seeking your Joy
Here I am seeking your pleasure

I hate that I'm falling
A part of me wants to run away
I want to disappear
So that I can purge my emotions

But it's flooding into me
All these feelings
All these thoughts
All these moments
That I want to share with you

So I wish I could rip my heart out
Because honestly
I've never felt this vulnerable before