I'm feeling weird

i’m feeling weird
but when am I not;
I feel anxious over nothing
but that’s nothing new

why do i feel like the space between
me and the world is  bigger    than space?
we’re on opposite sides of a wall
but the wall is too tall for me to see over;
- it feels like everyone is a sea over.
or that’s what I’d shout back over the sea when you eagerly asked “what did you say?
you’re too far away.”

i'm trying to get there but my ship is too tattered to
take me anywhere but here - i said, "do you think you
could meet me somewhere between here and there?"
- "no, i can't hear!" your response prompted the sheers
to my ears like VanGough, I'll send it there if it'll make you hear: call it Art.

but i need my ears to hear so instead i'll just go have a beer.