cunted ache

 
you reach for me with your eyes
I see you from my periphery trying to connect to me, to get my attention
I look away because I know the electricity between us would go straight to my clit
and I would give into my urges because telling you no hurts
my cunt aches with my denial
I tell myself chaste is better
better to do without then to succumb to my lusts

you want to fuck me rough in the ass
to cum hard and deep inside me
it was like that the last time you and I fucked I wonder what you remember of it

do your balls constrict and tighten from the thought of it?

my body cries out with need
I tell my cunt no
she talks back I wonder who will win
my ego, her need

I wanted to tell you how when you grabbed me by the hair
said come on, dick hard and ready. my pussy creamed and she screamed for you then
I hate my cunt she's clean shaven and ready for you
I masturbate to thoughts of you
you'll never know though
if you knew I wouldn't be able to tell you no
with my admission would be a yes

yes...my smooth shaven cunt says so