Bursting Bubbles

Lost and not searching
Hungry yet malnourishing
Who am i again?

A familiar landscape
Seems there is no escape
Unacknowledged of fate
Who am i? Again

The faulted loyal
Life in it's toil
Spit at the royals
Empowered by my sin
There i am, within

The mixture between
Light cast at nothing
Down trodden succeeds
A name lost in the wind

A stifled outrage
On your knees when you beg my pardon
Quake of the cage
Fragile and softened

Calloused and hardened
I cannot deem what it is i am
Struggling with struggle
Barely a man

In a lonesome kingdom
Built with sand
Against the grain
Well I'll be damned

Intentionally escaping
Losing self to avoid answer
Malignant human
Living cancer
Neck romancer

A precious kiss
Against such softened lips
As my hands run down the skin
A taste of venom

Dialated eyes
Until i no longer get you high
Patterns hide no surprise
Rend them uncompromised

Devour the Sun
Before each day is done
For if there's only one
It blinds my vision

Sharpened bravado
Masquerades the hollow
The lost will surely follow
Accidental precision

What have i become?
I am the setting Sun
Head bowed as i have done
Dismissed to listen

And in such rarity
Epiphany in clarity
I must continue to take care of me
Beyond lost cause

Living in pause
Conclusion unfounded and lost
What will i become?