A New Leaf

I’ve Been The Bigger Man,
Looked To The Future,
Mapped Out My Plan..
I Sent Emails,
Texts,
Asking To Be Friends,
I’ve Done Nothing Wrong,
But Still Making Amends..
No More Can Be Done,
I’ve Done All I Can,
I Tried To Stay And Talk,
When I Could Of Turned And Ran..

My Friend Passed Away,
Out Came An Olive Stick,
But What I Received,
Was Both Vile And Sick,
Shocked Me To The Core,
And Gave Me That Kick,
I Was So Dumb,
I Was So Thick..

It Made Me Realise,
I’m Wasting My Time,
But Not Any More,
It’s My Time To Shine..
Today I’ll Train,
I’ll Bust My Balls Hard,
I’ll Sort Out My Diet,
And Ease Mental Scars..
In The Evening I’ll Run,
To Burn Off This Lump,
I’ll Run So Damn Far,
Just Like Forrest Gump..
I’ve Done All I Can,
To Be Adults,
Or Friends,
I Would Of Done Anything,
To Make Amends..
Now I Shall Focus,
And Train Just For Me,
And Get Back To The Shape,
That I Used To Be..