From this deep sorrow and
from this deep painful sadness
I fall like an autumn leaf,
How can I move on or†
find a way to be strong again?
I feel like I'm trapped
in a dream where you are.. Ö. Not physically here†
Will I ever think of you and
not cry like a baby†
Sometimes a warm and happy memory plays in the oddest of times†
Sometime there is a calming feeling and eases the pain
like a beautiful sunshine when a new day has just begun†
But it only lasts for a minute or two and
†then it's dark rain clouds and tears of sadness;
†Wishing there was still the beautiful sunshine†
Will this griefís bitter, cold,and† sadness consume me,
Like a winter storm?
How can I fill the void and deep desperate need
To replant my heart with hopeís lovely seed?
Then I look at a photo of your playful smiling face
And for a moment I escape to a serene happy place;
Remembering how things use to be†
When spring comes and brings its cheerful flowers bring life anew
Will† allow me to forget the agony of missing you?
Will springís burst of new life bring fresh hope
And teach my grieving soul how to cope?
Sometimes Iíll read a poem that reminds me of you†
And each word will have† special meaning makes me see,
The precious gift of love I was fortunate to receive,
And I realize it was time for you to go
Will the summerís warm sun bring new light,
And free my soul of this terrible grief†
Will its gentle† warm summer breezes chase griefís dark cold clouds away,
And show me a clear path towards a better day?
When I visit the grave where you lie in eternal peace,
I tell myself that your just missing or somewhere else†
and not really gone†
For all the remaining days of my life on earth,†
I will never forget you but I will try my best to move on
Thereíll be days Iíll miss your presents†
And sometimes Iíll sadly long for all the yesterdays;
Missing our time together and your gentle understanding ways.
Yet, the lessons of silly things and love you taught me,
And the good things in life youíve helped me to see;
Linger as lasting gifts that comfort and will sustain,
Until I journey to that peaceful place and see you again.