Note to self

I hear loud voices
I see shadows moving
It’s dark in here
It’s wet, slippery and slimy
Absence of air
Looking for some ventilation
I’m in a hot dream
The circumstances clearly point to a nightmare
The rope is loose
Stay away from me
I almost hung myself
Not a funny feeling
I’m entertaining the idea that I am
Where am I
I hear banging
Stop pushing me
It’s getting loud in the other side
I’m moving, no… it’s moving
Another trip to the unknown
Inaudible talk
What’s the topic
I want to listen
Everything is muffled
Stop moving
It’s unclear what’s happening
But it’s happening
I’m shifting, I’m shifting again
I need to stretch
It’s cramped in here
I hate confining spaces
The alternative is worse
Stop tormenting me
Stop pushing and let me be
My arms and feet are crossed
I can barely maneuver
I’m kicking, I’m screaming
No sound is coming out
Speechless
I can see the light at the end of the tunnel
The exit is narrow
Note to self
Come out swinging